[Jesse wipes at his eyes, shaking his head emphatically.]

No, no, no. I'm not - I'm not asking you to keep a secret for me. You can talk about it to whoever you want. If you need to. Or if you just want to. It's a big deal and it's fucked up. Don't feel like you gotta hold it all in for me or cover for me or... Or anything. It's all on me.